A few of you have known me long enough to know that I HAVE been a Big Girl before.300+ The week before Rowynn arrived I had Toxemia and was Ginormous. sadly after A harrowing birth experience I only dropped to 287. Then the Hospital food...I started trying again, Ro got sick again ...more hospital food. 280# was a big deal. sigh. When Ro got to come home again. Then I remembered that I really DO LIKE working out.The de-stressing was amazing! So I started that up again regularly. Jared didn't ever remark on the difference in my waistline~~~~ He said" I just love your attitude when you work out..your happy and fun to be around". He literally said "I dont care if you dont lose any weight at all, you just keep going and coming home happy and I will support your efforts any way I can".Its that day that changed my idea of working out. It wasn't about the weight anymore it was abot a healthier happier me!
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If anything good can come from having been there~I feel it was worth the experience. The biggest factor I struggled with was giving up on my success just as I was starting to see the results. I was plagued with oh, it will never happen. This is good enough, Nobody actually expects for me to totally change my appearance. Thinking it was vain to want a sexy body back this is all the kind of negative dissonance I had going in the back of my head. Learning how to not talk crappy to yourself will be/ and was my biggest hurdle. Once I decided I would NEVER allow another person to speak to me the way I spoke to myself... It became easier. Think about that for a second... would you let ANYONE talk to you negativity about your looks or body? Well why do YOU let YOU talk to YOU that way? <3
I'm am totally inspired!! You should be so proud of yourself not just because you look awesome but because you didn't give up and kept on going even though it was hard! I'll think of you whenever I think I can't do it:)
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