Drained.

I fretted all day about the 4pm start of my new adventure. I had in that time, imagined every possible worse case scenario to include but certainly not limited too; the cliche' trip and fall in the door, forgetting my own name, getting the nervous giggles and passing out. None of these things even sorta happened...

Don't laugh! they were all quite possible.....

I was however, late because of a child care issue...stupid really... because I SHOULD have planned to be early.
We did some get to know each others name thing...I was trying not to sound stupid when I said my name so I wrote everyone ELSE'S name down (seemed smart to me).....Then the instructor said no note taking.Great so I bombed that sorta ~each person helped me on the ones I got stuck on.
thankfully,so cool.

The evening ended with a feeling of relief that I survived my first night. I don't get out until 10pm btw. eeek!

Emotionally exhausted and still processing it all. Over all, my feeling is that I was born with an insatiable desire to learn. This field of study is what I was created to do.

It feels scary because....

I can feel what I am capable of doing with my life, and to be perfectly honest My own ambition scares the tar out of me!

For those people who read these sleep deprived musings..I couldn't have made it even close to this far without your encouragement. You truly have lifted me up when I didn't have any hope or belief in myself...You know what you have done. Hopefully I have let you know how you have been there and helped me..As a collective blog world, I never feel like you are critical of my outfit when I type these things....mostly because heh,you cant see them,lol! One thing I have learned about in this program is that comfort and taking care of ones self is essential to success. So, the the blogging in my PJs will continue because it keeps me sane,lol!

G'night!
This video is for you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzj9z8QDTfU

Hugs E